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sweetbriarpoet
Flower Fortune- Sweetbriar: Poetry and fragrance.
 
Twenty-Ninth Entry
Tags: love life sex
He brought the straps over her shoulders and let them rest
in the warm air between them. Velvet skin and all butterfly kisses
along the sensitive collarbone. No one else.

Harry came home a couple of hours ago. I have to be back by 6 in the morning, but my break was now, he said, pulling me to him. I've just missed you so much, 'ave you missed me, birdie? I laughed and answered him as best I could through his own lips. Pigeon, there's another reason I'm back he said, pulling me towards our bed. What's it? I kissed his neck. He stopped me and pulled off his shirt. He backed a bit away from me and leaned down so I could look him in the eyes. All I can think about, he said, is you with that man. With "Edward." I was checking charts and I just kept having this image of his lips on yours, his hands on the small of your back. I love you Pigeon, I love you. It is hard not to lock you up in a cage so that others won't look at you. It's hard to be away from you so long...it's hard to let you go and be yourself when all I really want is for you to be yourself with only me. Sometimes I even get jealous when Rev kisses your hand goodnight. I've only been at work for a week, and you've already started to drive me crazy like you did when we were kids.

His eyes were burning with sincerity, with intense love that wages a war between tenderness and violence. If there was ever a time in my life I missed you, this week has been the worst, he said. I threw myself into his arms. God Harry, I wish you wouldn't worry, I said. I tried to keep him from noticing my tears. We're doing absolutely fine here. We're doing just fine. He didn't believe me, but we made love and fell asleep together, him stroking my hair and saying, I love you, I love you.

And now that he's gone again, I'm lonlier than before. He doesn't know, but before he came I had almost called "Edward" to ask him to come stay the night with me. I have become absolutely terrified of being left alone with my thoughts.

Don't let sleep take over your mind,
when life within you is more unpredictable
than a flickering breeze
or a candle's flame. And I'm left with nighmares
only.




 
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